Thursday, 6 March 2008
that's right. a big sigh. unfortunately it is not a sigh of relief, more of a sigh of unrelief. exams next week!
today we carried out the survey on the canteen food. surprisingly, a lot of the secondary school teachers were rather uncooperative. they were all saying go ask other teachers lah! i don't want to do it. later can you come back to my staff room?
and when i did go back, they were nowhere to be found. they were mean. the primary teachers were more civil, and seemed quite glad to do the questionnaire. they were more friendly, too. all in all, it was quite fun. i'm pretty sure most teachers who eat in the canteen frequently enough to know a rough price of most foods said that it was too expensive.
I want to sleep. but i can not sleep. i have something bothering me. but i can not tell you the matter, not because i do not want to share my totally personal problems with you, but for the sole reason that i do not even know what this great botheration is caused by. today diana massaged me and she said that i am really really tense. i feel tired. tired. and very nervous. i've been having this feeling for a few days now and it's hard to relax. and i am afraid of the potential lesbians in my class. not that there's anything wrong with being a lesbian, i'm just rather uncomfortable with them, naturally.
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